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(no subject) [Jul. 4th, 2005|02:16 am]
As i sleep in bed
hidding from the world
from what is dead

just don't want to see right now
that everythings out there
but i just got to know how

i sleep away the day
just to know i can hide
wishing i didn't have to stay

and as the wind blows
another day passes
leaving me just the same

Can't wait for the new life
away from that classroom
where i learned

it just gets harder
in a sea of students

and your a freshmen
stuck in another desk

just the same
learning to compromise
your happiness

for a life of work
and nothing to work for

your alone even more now,
teachers you can't stand to hear

throw all my dreams away
cause i know they wont see
the light of day

Throw all my dreams,
get away,
hide from the light of day
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(no subject) [Jun. 16th, 2005|09:22 am]
So at work this morning it was free breakfast. We were totally rocked. I had the fry pit side all to myself. I am so good at dropping shit quickly. I only got behind one time and that was for like thirty seconds. We ran out of tortias and French toast sticks which kind of sucked but oh well. I mean less things i had to do if we ran out of french toast sticks.

Ok just to give you all and idea of how hardcore this morning was, i made thirty-five regular tots in about fifteen minutes, and i know because in the last fifteen minutes we were trying to gauge how many more to make and there were like thirty two already ordered, so there were more takin after that i am not counting.

The whole gay part about today is that i have to close tonight and well i got up and six and now i have to go till one in the morning. I would go back to sleep but i don't know if i can.

I haven't been eating very well, so i have been getting sick. Every night after work i have a soar throat and i feel like shit. Even on my days off i don't feel too well, and i am barely regenerating enough of my strength to go back after my day off is over.

I really need to stop playing video games and stop reading and do things like cook myself a good meal.
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(no subject) [Jun. 9th, 2005|03:42 am]
hmmmmmmmmmmm... life, aint much of one here, lol. Been feeling sick almost constantly and staying up late like this aint helping but I can't sleep.

Hollywood waiter with a chip on his shoulder
Only break has been his back and yet he's just getting older
He's washing his clothes in a sink of self pity

It's not enough to hear me say you've won
You only wanted me for having fun
But now I think you've gone and had your way
And left me with a pile of bills to pay
I can't even rewind the tape machine
To listen to your drunken reasoning
So here it is - your final lullaby

So Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So Goodnight

I've given up on social niceties
I threw 'em out when I threw out your keys
Along with all your records I can't stand
You never even listen to any one of them
You're never gonna drag me out again
With all the people that were never ever even your friends
So here it is - your final lullaby

So Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight

A little bit of rain I'd say is fair
But when it starts to thunder they all stare
This isn't goodnight, this is goodbye...

So goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
Goodnight, goodnight.
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life

So Goodnight, goodnight
You're embarrassing me
You're embarrassing you
So Goodnight, goodnight
Walk away from the door
Walk away from my life
So goodnight
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2005|04:39 am]
I never get to bed at a decent time anymore, argh i am tired, but I only ate once today, so i am hungry now, must get food and try to fall asleep. Someone call me, i am off mon. and wed. I can't believe i have to close on tuesday, that is going to suck so much ass. The reason is it is Five for five night, meaning five burgers for five fifty five ($5.55). That means instead of making like two burgers at a time or something, i get to make like five at a time, plus i have to make sides if they want sides, and i do this all alone from like 9:00 or if i am lucky not until after 10:00, until midnight.
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(no subject) [May. 26th, 2005|03:18 pm]
Fucking Gay, i lost all my numbers. A stupid virus deleted or moved the path to my numbers, so the short cut didn't work, infact it took me to something else. I tried searching for it witht the search thing your computer has for finding files but it didn't work. Phil looked too but my comp is gay.

soooooooo, anyone who reads this. Give me your house/cell phone numbers plz and designate which it is home or cell.

thanks, later peeps
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(no subject) [May. 5th, 2005|12:34 am]
Today was really tiring.
I got out of bed Just before class cause i am a lucky bastard

I'm so stoned.

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world that I'm gay.

I am sharpening my knives before I go to work today, because I'm going to cut out Robert's heart and feed it to him for losing my mail.

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my girlfriend in the nude (but don't tell her that I've posted them here - she'll kill me! Har har.)

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I would have bipolar but my mom took all the genes that cause that disorder. And every other disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|12:04 am]
So i usually hate it when this person talks about people, cause some stuff is just down right hateful, and they don't even realize, atleast i don't think they do. They were so right this time though, not that they are usually "wrong", just wrong in how they put it is "wrong". Anyways they said, she has a new boy toy every week.

It urks me to think you had changed slightly, but nope, your still that wanna be whore. I don't get it though why would anyone want to be that? I mean you even know why you do it, but you still can't stop. Just like i can't help but forget how dumb you are everytime we get to talking.

You're beautiful, alright
but your not so bright
cloud my vision
with your slutty mission

Just a tease
don't know how to please
just a fuck up
don't know how to shut up

I could make a bet
that you'd regret
down the road
how you showed

yourself to those
the onese that chose
to walk away
to not let, you have your way

So young at heart
growing up fast
can't play the part
you'll be left in the past

I could make a bet
that you'd regret
down the road
how you showed

yourself to those
the ones that chose
to walk away
to not let, you have your way

cause your so wrong
just wrong
don't know
how to show, you!
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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2005|12:01 am]
As you all have prolly guess i love poetry and of course lyrics, so i was looking through some, I found this. i thought it was quite funny that i found it at this time.

She walks in the room, her nose in the air
All jaws drop, the guys just stare
Perfect complexion, a perfect smile
The spotlight's on her, but meanwhile
Her friend sits by unnoticed
By admiring eyes
But God sees more than make-up
He sees what's beneath the outward disguise
The beauty outside
Sullied by pride
So fine
Congratulations, you're beautiful
And full of yourself
Some friend you are
*A cross on your neck*
But her's on her heart
So golden now
friend sits by unnoticed
by admiring eyes
but God sees more than make-up
he sees whats beneath the outward disguise
the beauty outside
Sullied by pride
So fine
Congratulations, you're beautiful
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(no subject) [Apr. 12th, 2005|10:53 pm]
I wish I could show you
the pain i gain

this is the way,
I feel the deal

my sould has died
I know what you can't show
the love

I give you a peice of
the pain inside that, I hide
because of you
I don't know what to do
I tried

I say its bull shit
as I spit, it out at you
everything that you do

We're through before we started
and now our paths have parted
for how long, I don't know

Well i just felt like writing, i have been alot lately, but usually posted in my xanga, cause they have more personal meaning, where as this one i didn't try to think of any particular peice of my life, i just wrote and yet it still makes me feel less built up inside.
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(no subject) [Apr. 4th, 2005|04:22 pm]
Well today is a pretty good day.

oh yeah hi everybody i am back but prolly for jsut today. No time working everyday.

Got a good answer today.

I did pretty good on my math test but not as good as if i could have read the bored better. It had something to help with one of my answers which i know i got wrong now, but that is just one question and i know i did the work write just the wrong numbers. hopefully i get some points on it.

Slept through Physics. I don't havea clue what we did. I was able to help for one question on our lab today, when i finallly woke up. I could help cause i am near sighted and it was talking about a near sided person looking through a small hole in the notecard we had. it said i should be able to notice a difference and well yeah i already knew it would make me see better. I mean i don't see as much so i am more focused looking through a hole.

I need to catch up on math homework, three assignments due by wed. but i have no desire, not motivation what so ever. I guess i just want to get into trouble and have less a chance of getting into the college i want. I don't know when i think about it i want to do it, but when i try i can't. I can't concentrate, it is so stupid this shit is so easy but if i don't practice i will forget it all, like i did in chemisty. I was awesome at chemistry better than the teacher. She would use my papers to grade cause she hadn't done the assignment yet, but i didn't do alot of it towards the end of the year even though i still did well on tests i forgot it cause i kept it in my mind till the test when i forgot it all.
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